Come to your senses!!!! Use your CASE!!!!

Like many of you reading this…I have a “Smart” Phone.  The store that I bought this phone from has a protection plan that I pay for monthly and if anything ever goes wrong no matter what the problem or whose fault it is I can take my phone back to them and they will order a new one at no cost to me (technically it is a refurbished phone, but I can’t tell the difference).  Also like many of you, I bought a case for this phone to protect it from drops, children, myself, and anything else that might happen.  The brand name of this case is “Ballistic”.  With a name like that you would assume it can take just about anything and it can short of being submerged in water for more than a few seconds.  Now as great as this case is, it turns my thin little phone into a brick I carry around in my shorts.  But as long as I have the case on my phone nothing should happen to it.  However, just in case something does go wrong I have the protection plan to back that up. 

Back in the fall I was getting ready to go with the 12^th Man Ministry at the church where I’m on staff in order to serve our local high school’s football team and I decided to take the case off my phone so I could move a little better on the sidelines without this brick flopping around in my cargo pocket.  You can probably figure out where this is going.  While there, I dropped the phone and cracked the screen.  After that, over the next few months I intermittently used the case and eventually the cracking got worse from more drops and the phone started to act like it had been dropped a lot; so, I took it to the store and I get a new one.  I neglected to put the case on the new one and the very next day I dropped the phone one time in a parking lot and by the end of the day my screen was completely black from the liquid crystal oozing all over the inside of the screen.  Long story short I have replaced the phone a total of 3 times now; once because of defect or something, but mostly because I wouldn’t use the case. 

Some of you are probably thinking, “You’re an idiot,” and maybe I am, but this morning I became okay with that because this morning it hit me; isn’t this how most of us Christians live out our faith?  We have the protection plan for our eternity in place called GRACE; this grace wipes away all our sins (past, present, and future) and assures us a new body and eternal life with God in heaven.  Whether you realize it or not, as Christians, we also have a “ballistic” case which is made up of the Holy Spirit, the Holy Bible, and the Holy Church, which when used properly can help us live a life that is as sin free as possible and it also keeps us from experiencing too much damage when we do sin.   

The problem is we often neglect to use the case properly…or AT ALL for that matter.  But we still have the protection plan right?  That’s all we need right?  WRONG!!!  Without the case in tact we will be less likely to resist temptation, we will fall into sin more and more frequently, and we will not be able to withstand the damage sustained from the falls because it will destroy our lives and our ability to serve our function which is to glorify the name of God.

         Paul in Romans chapter 6 talks about dying to sin because of our commitment to a new life in Christ.  I know it is more than a simple scripture reference or a few verses, but I think this larger passage is appropriate.  Here is Romans 6:1-18:
¹ “What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? ² By no means! We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? ³ Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? ⁴ We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.

⁵ For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly also be united with him in a resurrection like his. ⁶ For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with,^[a] that we should no longer be slaves to sin— ⁷ because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.

⁸ Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. ⁹ For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. ¹⁰ The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God.

¹¹ In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. ¹² Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. ¹³ Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness. ¹⁴ For sin shall no longer be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace.

¹⁵ What then? Shall we sin because we are not under the law but under grace? By no means! ¹⁶ Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? ¹⁷ But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance. ¹⁸ You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.

Just because we have the protection plan of Grace doesn’t give us the right to go on sinning.  We must have changed lives, a new focus; living for the glory of God and not ourselves.  If there is no change in our lives then apparently there was no change of heart and that would lead me to say, you have not fully become a servant of Christ.  You may have intended to, but you have not began to be obedient and that is a dangerous place to be.  James 2:17 says “faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.”

The “ballistic” case, otherwise known as, the Holy Spirit, the Holy Bible, and the Holy Church is required equipment for an active Christian life.  We MUST use it properly to protect our ability to function as ambassadors of salvation to the world in the name of Jesus Christ.

  A few weeks ago I got my most recent replacement phone… this morning I finally came to my senses and put the case on the phone.  As I walked into the office this morning feeling the weight of the brick back in my pocket…God gave me the inspiration to write this post and give you this encouragement…

COME TO YOUR SENSES!!!!! USE THE CASE!!!!!

Being Offended vs. Casting Judgement

This article is about a subject that is very real for me and I’m guessing to some extent will be very real for many who read it.  Too often, we as Christians are extremely quick to cast judgment on people based on what WE believe to be truth and holiness.  We forget that many people out there do not believe what we believe.  Many people out there have not accepted that Jesus Christ is Lord and Savior of the world and so what they see as good and acceptable is not the same as what we (Christians) see as good and acceptable. 

Though we often forget or don’t realize that we are doing this, I do believe this is where the problem starts concerning the topic of “being offended verses casting judgment.”  When we go from being offended (which is not a bad thing on its own) to casting judgment on the offender (which is not our job) we have now placed ourselves on the throne of God, because only he has the right to judge all humanity. 

A few recent events have really spurred me to write this; specifically and most recently the Grammy’s.  As I set there watching the popular award’s show I could not help but get upset, angry, even disgusted at many of the things I saw.  I felt like my personal belief system was being publicly trashed and insulted by people who didn’t even know me.  So, the next thing that happened was I started mentally cutting the people on the T.V. down.  I mentally started judging them, calling them sinners, heathens; the list could go on.  As I set there silently getting more and more angry, and honestly more and more ugly towards them with my thoughts and inner monologue; it occurred to me that I should not be thinking this way.  It occurred to me that it wasn’t my place to cast judgment on these people; partly because I don’t know them and can’t confront them about their actions, but the main reason is because the majority of them do not hold to the same beliefs that I do. 

The Apostle Paul talks in Romans and other places about loving instead of judging; specifically, when those you feel like judging have not chosen to follow Jesus.  The only one who has the right to judge is the one who has been sinned against, namely GOD.  As a follower, I can be offended and I think I have the right to be offended at the actions of the world and those who do not follow my King, BUT I DO NOT have the right to cast judgment on those who don’t claim my King as their own.

Now on the other hand, if I see or hear about a fellow Christian doing things or saying things that are sinful, that are outside the lifestyle of a follower of Jesus, then Biblically it is my duty to confront, rebuke, disciple, and redeem my brother or possibly find someone who can do so more appropriately than I…and do it all “IN LOVE.”  Now even then, even with our brothers and sisters in Christ, I think we should refrain from passing judgment upon them, because we do not hold that power, but confronting and redeeming is commanded of us by Jesus. 

In conclusion I’ll say this: We cannot expect those who do not follow Jesus to act the way we think they should and we cannot hold them accountable to a standard they have not accepted as truth, BUT we can be offended and with love pray for them and try to be Christ to them.  We can seek to be agents of reconciliation as Paul describes in 2 Corinthians 5.  We are ambassadors of Love for the name and glory of Jesus Christ and so we should try to think, speak, and act with love as the driver.   Fellow Christians, do not Judge; rather, let the offense you feel be healed by love through the Holy Spirit. Forgive the offense, because it was your offenses that were forgiven first by Jesus on the Cross.  Then be compelled by that same love to be Christ to the one who offended you.

Old Testament & Law of Moses: Out-dated or Ever-Authoritative

“Be Holy because I, the Lord your God am Holy.”
-Leviticus 19:2b-

This morning I was reading in Leviticus chapters 19-22 (very interesting reading).  As I was reading through one of the lists of Do’s & Don’ts, I was struck with a thought about how this applies to us today, post-crucifixion and post-resurrection. 

One of the arguments that takes place in the church of today is the Old Testament Law doesn’t apply to us so there is no need to really pay much attention to it.  “Oh sure,” some might say, “by all means read it, because there is stuff there that carries a good value for living a Godly life, but we are under the New Covenant of Christ so the Old Covenant doesn't really mean anything to us.”  The problem with that argument is that in Matthew 5:17-20, Jesus speaks specifically about the importance of upholding the Law until the end of time.  That tells me Jesus, knowing that he came to create the “New Covenant”, still felt  the OT Law (the Old Covenant) was just as important now as it was back when it was written. 

I would really like you to indulge me and participate in an experiment: pull out your Bible and read Leviticus 19 (the whole chapter).  By my count, there are 36 laws or decrees that God gives Moses to give to the people to follow.  Now that you’ve read the chapter, go back and count how many of those laws/decrees you think should still be followed today as a post-crucifixion/resurrection Christian who is not bound to the “Law of Moses”……For me there are 7 maybe 8 of those 36 laws that I would say don’t apply or are unnecessary for me to keep today.  I won’t say which ones here, but feel free to ask me next time you see me, that might strike up some interesting conversation.  What’s your number?

Here’s my point with all this; NO, we are not bound to the Old Testament Law, because Jesus’ death and resurrection frees us from that.  HOWEVER, we ARE still bound to the God of the Old Testament and therefore we are still bound to the desires of that God.  The coming of the Holy Spirit in Acts 2 brought with it the actual Spirit of God to dwell with us (how that physically/spiritually works is beyond me, but it works) and the Holy Spirit gives us the knowledge and wisdom to decide what is a law or decree of God that still applies to us today.  It is my belief that we are to continue following and upholding a large portion of the 600 and some-odd laws of the Old Testament because they are good ,moral, ethical, Godly, CHRIST-like laws.  A large number of the 36 laws you just read fit that description.

Simply put, as Christians we must ascribe allegiance to the God of the Old Testament because he is the very same God who is the God of the New Testament; God the Father who sent Jesus to die to saves us from our sins.  Therefore, if we bow to that ONE God, who is the God of the Old and the New, why would we not follow a great many of the laws he instructed the Jews to follow in the Old Testament?  Why would we not strive to follow the laws and decrees that God spoke to Moses and his people?  Since he is the same God, it only makes sense that we would, right? 

Think it over, read Leviticus 19 again; then try to tell God that you will not strive to live out those laws that makes sense for us to follow today and see how the Holy Spirit moves in you.  I’m willing to bet he will bring sense of correction upon you causing you to think twice about that intention. 

Day 4: John 4 - Jesus, healer to all people

Please forgive me for my hiatus over the last week.  There have been some things happen that didn't really permit me the time I need to write these daily blogs for study.  So, for the current time being I will do my best to catch us up and do as many of these studies as I can per day till we are back on track.  Hopefully you have been reading as planned (1 chapter in John per day) and you can simply read these studies and review what you've read as I write and post them.  Once again I'm sorry for getting so behind.  

JOHN 4: (read the chapter here)
 This is a long chapter, 54 verses in all, and as is with most chapters in John it is loaded.  I will try and keep the content of this post as short and to the point as possible so it isn't a massive undertaking to read. 

The Samaritan Woman (verses 1-26, 39-42):
     Jesus was creating quite a stir in Judea and not wanting to do this yet, he and his apostles left the area and headed back to Galilee.  To do this from Judea they had to go through Samaria which is where the Samaritans lived.  Samaritans where like the Jew's reject cousins.  They were all related way back in the family tree, but they hated each other.  And this point is important to remember going forward.  Jesus stops at a well in Sychar (a town in Samaria) at about the 6th hour (that would be Noon/12pm) and a woman comes to the well while he is there.  This is BIG...woman in this day typically went to the wells for water in the morning; partially because it was cool, but it was also like their social hour.  It was a time for the woman of the town to meet, chat, gossip, etc.  This woman apparently was not welcome at the well in the morning, we'll find out why in the next few verses.  
     Jesus asks the woman for a drink of water...STOP...a big deal here; Jesus, a JEW, asks a SAMARITAN (most Jews hate Samaritans)...WOMAN (men did not chat with woman they weren't married to, it was even considered by some to be stooping below yourself to look a woman in the eye that wasn't your wife)...for a drink of water.  This was a massive NO-NO for a Jewish man, and the woman knows it and calls him out on it in verse 9.  But Jesus had a reason (as he always does), he tells here she should actually be the one asking him for a drink, because the water he has gives everlasting life and she will never go thirsty again.  She thinks he is still actually talking about literal water and asks him for this water so she'll never be thirsty again and have to come to the well everyday.
     Before "giving her" this water; Jesus needs to address a problem, rather a sin in her life.  So he tells her to go get her husband, which he knows she has none.  He tells her she has in fact had five husbands and currently is living with a man who is not her husband (now we see why she isn't welcome at the well in the mornings).  She is shocked at his knowledge and understanding he is someone who is very close to God (she says a "prophet") she asks him a religious question about the appropriate places to worship God.  Jesus' response is that soon there will not be a need for a place to worship properly, because true worship will take place through the Spirit (referring to the Holy Spirit).  The woman responds, acknowledging that she knows about the coming Messiah and that when he comes he will make all things clear and understandable to all people; Jesus says: "he's here, and I am he!!"  
     In verse 27-30 Jesus' Disciples return and the woman runs off and tells everyone she knows about Jesus; then jumping ahead to verse 39-42 we see that because of the woman's testimony about Jesus many people come to meet him, hear him speak and believe in his teachings and who he says he is.  In fact, they ask him to stay as their guests for more time and he stays for 2 more days.  

   
Teaching the Disciples (verses 27-38):
     Back to verses 27-38; Jesus' disciples return and the woman runs off to tell everyone about her encounter with Jesus.  The disciples are somewhat stunned at Jesus for having this private conversation with a Woman...a Samaritan Woman (as we often are today, the disciples were often caught up in keeping a certain public profile and reputation that they thought would appeal to "everyone").  Despite their surprise no one dare call Jesus out on this because they knew better.  
     After the woman ran off the disciples tried to get Jesus to eat and he says, I don't need food because I have food that you know nothing about.  Jesus says, I survive on the nourishment of doing the will of my father who sent me.  Then in verse 35-38 he says something that has puzzled me as to what he is actually talking about.  1) On one level I think he is trying to get it through his followers heads that now, here, in Samaria is a time to love people and bring them to my father, because he wants all people to be his followers, not just Jews.  Jesus is showing his followers that he is not here just for Jews, he is here to bring salvation to the entire world.  2) But on another level, I think he may simply be trying to tell them that many people participate in the work of God.  Some people do the sewing of the gospel seed into the hearts of the world and other people do the watering and still others  may actually get to see the fruit of all that work come to bear.  3) But he also makes it pretty clear in verse 38 that the hard work is done for us...the hard work of the teaching the Law (Moses and the Rabbis), preaching repentance (the Prophets of the OT and John the Baptist), and even more so the hard work of Jesus dying on the Cross and Rising from the dead wiping all sins of the earth away.

***Like I said, this chapter is loaded***  

 Healing an Official's Son (verses 43-54)
      Here Jesus returns to his home region of Galilee, specifically Cana (which was basically home, very near Nazareth).  While there an Official, a royal official (meaning, again probably not a JEW), comes to Jesus and asks him, in fact begs him to come heal his son in Capernum (a major city in Galilee).  Something of note to mention here, this royal official heard Jesus was in Cana, and came out from the big city to find him in the country region of Cana to BEG him to come heal his son.  Jesus tells the people near him, I think maybe with some frustration in his heart, that unless they see him do miracles they will not believe.
      So what does Jesus do...he tells the guy go home your son will be healed and on the way home a servant meets the official to tell him his son is well and they discover that it was actually at the same time Jesus told him his son would be healed that was healed all the way over in Capernum.  This healing is interesting to because Jesus tells the people that they need to see miracles in order to believe in him, but the then he does a miracle they can't see, so they and the official have to take him at his word that he does what he says he is doing.  

Jesus cares for, has compassion on, heals, and saves those that we (his followers) think he should have no business even talking to.  This is the "upside-down Gospel", Jesus upside-down way of doing things.  It's upside-down to us, but we are actually the ones who need to change our point of view. 

"Give me you eyes for just one second; Give me your eyes so I can see everything that I've keep missing. Give me your LOVE for Humanity."  -Brandon Heath-  
 

Day 3 - John 3: Water & Spirit

So, after driving the 10 or so hours from Cincinnati back to Elberton yesterday, unloading from the trip and winding down from the drive I was not able to get the December 3rd study on John 3 done yesterday.  SO, today is a double dose.  They will be separate blog posts, but I intend to drop both today.  For those of you that are doing better than I am and did read yesterday and have been waiting patiently, thanks for bearing with me while I was on vacation.  Here we go with John 3
 
Today's Reading is from John 3.  The first section covers verses 1-21: 

    This first section contains in it probably the most famous and most quoted scripture worldwide.  And we'll get to it soon, but I don't want to jump to it first like a kid in a candy store,  I want to work towards it like an art lover in a museum, appreciating all the great art surrounding it and making it what it is.  This section begins with Nicodemus who is a Jewish religious leader; he is a Pharisee; he is someone who knew the Jewish Law backwards and forwards and probably would have had his own followers and disciples like Jesus.  But he comes to Jesus in secret, at night, so he won't be seen by his pharisee buddies belittling himself by going to Jesus the "Rebel Rabbi" for teaching.  
     First, he admits that the pharisees know that Jesus comes by the power of God (this is the first step of salvation by the way, believing Jesus is who he says he is); next Jesus seems to interrupt him and tell him that you have to be "born again" in order to see the Kingdom of God.  Nicodemus is confused because he assumes Jesus is speaking literally, meaning physically being born again.  But Jesus is speaking of a spiritual birth; he says, "no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and Spirit."  Now some people have read this and assumed Jesus is speaking about being baptized then being filled with the Holy Spirit; but Jesus is literally talking about being born of water, (actual child-birth includes a lot of water) that is the first birth.  Then being born of the Spirit, the Holy Spirit, upon acceptance of Jesus as Savior, makes us brand new beings, cleansed of our sins upon faith in Christ.  2 Corinthians 5:17 says we are "new creations" upon our acceptance of Jesus as Savior.  This is what Jesus means by birth of Water & Spirit.  
     Then Jesus goes on to tell us how this new birth is made possible in the most well-known verse in the Bible, John 3:16.  One final thing I want to comment on before moving to the next section is a verse that is often overlooked, but honestly just as powerful and it happens to be John 3:17.  But you need to read both 16 & 17 together to get the full effect (Go ahead and read them now).  
     So often the Church as a whole is misunderstood by the world and seen as a giant finger pointing out the wrongs and the misbehaviors of the world, but verse 17 shows us that the purpose of the church is exactly the same as the purpose of Jesus, "not to condemn the world, but to bring it to salvation" THROUGH CHRIST!!!  And how do we accomplish this...by getting people to a place where they can meet Jesus, namely CHURCH.  Not by forcing it down there throats, rather by loving them, caring for them, having a strong friendship with them.  People don't care about what or how much you know until they know how much you care.  You will never debate or argue someone into a relationship with Jesus, (in the words of Taylor Swift) you will NEVER EVER, EVER, EVER get them and Jesus together by arguing.   It is love that opens the door, and not just love for those who don't know Jesus yet, but also unfailing love for fellow believers, Jesus said in John 13:34-35 in order for the world to know you are my followers you have got to show love to one another.  I think the world has gotten tired of watching the church as a whole fighting in and amongst itself; that one issue alone, and the resulting problems it creates, is probably the biggest reason why so many people want nothing to do with the church once they've experienced the so-called "Love" of church members.  

Okay I need to move on...verses 22-36 is a quick look into an argument that John the Baptist had to be brought in on to settle.  And it was basically over the growing popularity of Jesus and the waning(lessening) popularity of John.  The key thing I want to mention here is what John says about how he views the popularity he once had...in verse 30; he says "He (Jesus) must become greater; I must become less."  This single verse could be and truly should THE life verse for every person who claims to be a Christian, who claims to follow Jesus.  Our entire society is built around making myself greater; really, its about making myself the only priority.  John tells us the opposite should be true.  We must become less; in fact, we need to live as if we have nothing that we need.  Our needs should simply be the needs of Jesus.  When we see with his eyes, think with his mind, and love with his heart then nothing else matters except everyone else and their needs.  That's exactly how Jesus lived his life.  Check out what Jesus says in Matthew 6:19-34 for more on this subject.  Selfless love is what we are called to; "He must become Greater; I must become Less."  This is a verse to live by, give it an honest shot and I guarantee you will never lack for what you really truly need.  

I think that's plenty for now.  But I'll catch you later today in my post on John 4.  So read it and be ready for more of what God has to say to us today!!!

John 1 - Life Comes with & through Jesus

As I promised this is the first of a month of posts that are my reflections from the day's reading; my hope is to post most of these in the mornings, but I'm on vacation right now and so I'm not on my normal schedule; so bear with me for a day or two.
Today's reading is from John 1.  If you have yet to read that stop now, pull out your Bible and turn to John 1 or click this link for an online Bible and read the chapter.  There is a lot that happens in this chapter, so just as you normally would or should take your time, pull out a journal, and write down your questions & thoughts as you go along.  It may be that my thoughts might help you with yours, but if not feel free to comment to my blog with your questions and comments. 

The author, John the Apostle of Jesus, begins his account of the life of Jesus in verses 1-18 by telling us exactly who Jesus is and where he comes from and why this is important.  John tells us that Jesus was with God, his Father, from the beginning; in fact, not only was Jesus with God from the beginning, but it was through Jesus that the entire world came into being.  It was through Jesus that life exists.  It is through Jesus that life still exists today.  It is through Jesus that you and I have breathe in our lungs.  You see the importance of these 18 verses in John is to make it known that it was simply God the father speaking life into existence; it was God the Father and God the Son (Jesus) and God the Spirit (the Holy Spirit) who all created the earth, the sun, the moon, the stars, the universe, literally all things.  John is telling us that without Jesus nothing can exist.  Without Jesus nothing has life.

Then John goes on to tell us a little about John the Baptist (not the same John) and his role in the coming of Jesus to his public ministry, this takes place in verses 19-34.  The main point during this section, in as simple terms as I can put it, is that John's role was to prepare the way; to bring the attention of the people not to himself, rather to the fact that the Messiah, the Savior was coming and it was time for people to be aware and ready to accept him (Jesus) as the coming King of the World.  John says that Jesus is the one the prophets wrote about long ago and he will do everything spoken about him in the law and prophets (law & prophets = Old Testament).  Jesus was the one who came to prepare the way for Jesus to come; John came to "roll out the red carpet" for Jesus.

Verses 35-51 is a quick account of Jesus calling his first 5 apostles to follow him in his ministry.  One key verse that gives a large amount of insight into the way Jesus wants to have relationships is in verse 43.  It says, "Finding Philip...".  Jesus found Philip and asked him to "follow me".  We don't "find Jesus", he finds us, get ourselves saved and we don't get saved by our pastor or friend or T.V. evangelist.  We are saved by the Grace and Love of God offered to us and made possible through the sacrificial death and following resurrection of God's Son Jesus.  Once we come to an understanding of this sacrificial gift and accept it making Jesus our lord and master we are called to bring others to a place where they can meet Jesus and experience the same understanding and salvation.  We see this in verses 45-49, Jesus first found Philip, then Philip went and found Nathanael and brought him to Jesus and when Philip got Nathanael in the presence of Jesus Nathanael's life was changed forever.

Those are quick overviews of the three big sections of this chapter.  Please comment to this with any comments or questions you may have and I'll do my best to help.  I'm really excited about this study we are going to be doing together this month, the Entire book of John, a couple chapters in Luke, and the book of James.  So get ready, buckle up and stay committed to this cause when we are seeking God in his word he will come reveal himself to us.  So get ready to meet God this month if you take this seriously.

GO ALL IN!!!     

“To WHOM do I Bow my knee?”

Yours, Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours.  Yours, Lord, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.

-1 Chronicles 29:11 (NIV)

There is a battle that is constantly being fought in my heart over why I do what I do.  This battle is for the glory, for the prominence, for the expansion of my influence beyond my current sphere, to see praise and honor ascribed to my life and work, and to be the one whom people turn to in their hour of need because I have wisdom that no one else can offer.  To WHOM do I bow my knee?

            You probably noticed a recurrence of the word ‘my’ in that description and that is the problem.  I know with every fiber of my being that as the Chronicler stated above “the greatness, the power, the glory, the majesty, and the splendor are the Lord’s.”  Everything is God’s, all I have, all I am, all my gifts, talents, and abilities.  Everything God gave me through inspiration and revelation, as well as everything that I have learned through my life experience is HIS.  Nothing I have comes from my own ability to do anything.  Everything we have comes from or through the hands of God and so we can know that God is in control of all. 

            My struggle is not in the knowledge of this truth.  My struggle comes in the motivation behind doing what I do.  Do I write this article to prove how faithful I am to the will of God, secretly seeking glory for myself through a show of humility?  Do I write this article simply to give honor and glory to God, the giver of all things?  Do I write this article because I am moved by the Holy Spirit to share a struggle of mine so that others can know they are not alone in this battle?  Why do I do what I do?  To WHOM do I bow my knee?

            I am confident in saying that my motivations typically begin with a desire to be transparent, to connect with others, to lift up the truth of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, to carry a word of the Lord that has been revealed to me by the Holy Spirit, and more.  These are generally the initial driving forces behind why I do what I do, but I have to admit that as I am doing what I have been driven to do by God, my selfish motivations come calling and then I care more about how I can benefit from this call of God.  I ask myself, how can I show my wisdom in this?  How can I be made great through this?  How can I extend my influence beyond my borders through this calling of God?  To WHOM do I bow my knee?

            The struggle here is, I am following the call of God, BUT I am making it about ME.  This is a struggle that is always being fought.  The only way I know to keep myself behind the scenes is to continually come back to the initial reason that I do what I do, which is the Call of God.  It is to the one who called me that I must continually come back and bow at HIS feet.  It is he that must receive all the glory, all the majesty, all the splendor; because if I receive these things, then I will FAIL.  When HE receives all the glory, majesty, and splendor then I no longer live but it is Christ who lives in me (Galatians 2.20).  To WHOM do I bow my knee?         

The Ministry of Your Heart

I wrote this back in June 2008...I really enjoy looking back and reading what I wrote and comparing that to where I am now.  I hope you enjoy this as well. 

-1 Thessalonians 2:19-20-

For what is our hope, our joy, or the crown in which we will glory in the presence of our Lord Jesus when he comes?  Is it not you?  Indeed, you are our glory and joy. 

I believe that God has planted within each and every one of us a passion and a love.  There are many things we desire to do in life, but there is something that simply tugs at the heart of a child of God.  For some people it is the ministry of compassion, for others it is the ministry of teaching, and still others simply love to serve without being seen.  We all have a ministry that we will take part in no matter how much or little free time we have to give.  My point here is simply to pose a couple questions: 

First, what is the ministry of your heart?  The ministry of Paul’s heart was the spread of the gospel and the souls of those he came into contact with.  What is that one thing you cannot say “No” to; not because of who is asking, but because of what is being asked of you?  It is possible that you may not know yet and that is okay.  It can take time to understand what really “fuels your fire.”  Take some time to think about this question: what is the ministry of your heart?  To help you understand maybe you need to ask these questions: What stirs your emotions faster and bigger than anything else?  Where do your passions lie?  What gets you really excited?  What is the one thing you would do to better this world if money and resources were non-issues?  These and other questions like these may help you to find the “ministry of your heart”.  Pray that God would reveal this to you in the days to come. 

Second, what are you doing about that ministry?  Many times in church we get comfortable enjoying the food we are fed in the Worship Service, in Sunday School, in Small Group, etc; we enjoy the fellowship that we have with others during those times as well.  The problem is we often forget about the hours of service that goes into making those times of Worship, Learning, and Fellowship happen.  If you have a cause or a purpose tugging at your heart, if you feel the Holy Spirit prodding you to join a ministry; don’t hesitate!!  If there is a ministry you want to serve, please find someone in that ministry and make that desire known.  If you simply want to serve, but don’t know where God has called you to; make that desire known to your church leadership.  They can try to help you find your place of service. 

There is always room for more servants in the church, where will you serve; who or what will be your glory when Jesus returns?  Find a place to serve, jump in with all your heart, and God will reward you much more richly than you could ever imagine.